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For the first time ever since I decided to blog a year ago, It was the first time that I found myself lost interest in writing anything about our life for the past week. Right, I had no mood at all.

You know, my son seemed to suffer so much at the new daycare. One week after he began the new school, he got scared of everything, mommy leaving, taking bath, dressing and undressing, sleeping, anyone touching or getting close to him... As a mother, I did not how to describe my own feeling---with almost everyone saying I worry too much, I kept my mouth shut, but, my heart was still feeling what i normally feel. So last Wednesday morning, after dragging my poor little guy who had been screaming and crying for the whole morning ever since he got up out of the car, I found my brain no long working any more. "Screw all the suggestions and excuses", I thought. I decided to stay with my baby in the classroom no matter what! After over an hour holding, reading, talking, Peter went from crying to closing his eyes to looking at other kids to walking with my hands and then, to let go of me! At that point I left, but called at lunch, well, at least, he ate, and he did not cry as much. Then Thurday, Friday, two wonderful days. I told myself--it is nothing wrong to follow a mom's instinct!

I was very nervous this morning, but Peter seemed to be OK with getting in the car, on our way. Even when we walked toward the daycare building, he was still in a normal mood. Then, his teacher noticed him throwing a smile to her upon greeting, well, I then decided to leave promptly. He cried and I worried. But then I asked the directer around noon. Peter had another wonderful at daycare and he cried less than 1 min after I left---Hooray!

Well, I do not want to jinx anything by writing this. Please keep your fingers crossed if you happen to read my blog.