Some thoughts not related to kids

I have been searching almost two days for an appropriate fluorescence quantum yield standard for my own application. It seems to me that the more i read, the messy the situation. Sometimes i just become so uncertain about science. Everything which is said to be a constant seems not to be so in the real case--so much controversy everywhere. I am heading nowhere, today, again, i am sure.

A collegue finally got his job offer from a company after struggling for over half a year. He is so happy and his happiness seems contagious. I wish i could leave this place soon too. People get bored by doing the same thing over and over again--but why no one get really bored with their kids?

I need to begin to spare some time reading about parenting again--found myself forget the stuff i read before. Nowdays, not only my memory, but also my logically thinking ability seem to freeze up. Stressed out? By what?

Ehh, still can not get away from topics of kids, can I?